Monster

Relax, forget the reasons why you're afraid
let it go, it's the only way to rest your head
in this bed you made
now look what I've done to you
I am a monster
I scare myself sometimes
I'm hanging onto a fading light inside
tonight it's alright
but we're broken and bleeding fast
it feels good for awhile, you smile
but it's guaranteed not to last
now look what I've done to you
isn't this fun for you?
and still I pray for the day I'll understand
why only blood can wash the blood off of my hands