Choking On You

I try to get up,

but i jus stumble.

I try to reach in,

but you push me away.

This air you blow on to my face.

Making my soul all out of place.



I try to breathe you in.

But you jus come straight back out.

I cant breathe when im with you.

I try to show you how i feel,

but you beat me to it,

and its clear you dont feel the same.



So why should i bother?

Why should i FUKING CARE?



You told them all i run when you call.

But then why am i here when your screaming my name,

so loud and clear,

but u just dont understand,u were my air.

And now youve left me all alone,

Im just a broken soul without a home.



I tried to breathe you in.

But you jus came straight back out.

I couldnt breathe when i was you.

But now without you i cant breathe at all.

I tried to show you how i feel,

but you bea me to it,

and its clear you dont feel the same.



So why should i bother?

Why should i FUKING CARE?

I shouldnt because you were never there.

But loves so fucking weird.

No matter what happens ill always want you and beg for your return.

beg for YOUR RETURN!!!!!!!!